The worst is behind you and you are protected from harm. You are looking at new insights and these will help you move forward. Take out time for yourself and take good care of yourself.
I started discovering Tarot cards around year 2004, alongside learning Reiki the same year. Courtesy Reiki, the interest in the mystical had already started to take effect. As Reiki is practiced the intuition starts to develop, and this led to a greater curiosity about Tarot.